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new poem

"UNTITLED"

You can live like a liar
And be alone some day
You can play with fire
and the words that you say
I hate a hypocrite
Almost as much as hell
They make me so mad
I just want to yell
Ive been both
A hypocrite and a liar
Ive let my morals
Be sidelined by desire
Ive forgotten what it is
That make me, me
And replaced it with
A twist of reality
You can run on like a thief
Stealing your way through
You can live like a chief
With none of the stress due
You can abuse alcohol
And live to drink
you can watch yourself fall
and forget how to think
ive been both
and alcoholic and a burglar
I let my morals
Be forgotten by vodka nectar
Ive forgotten why I am
The best there is, was and will be
And almost allowed
My desires to kill me
I hate the things I once was
I hate the way I chased a buzz
But I wouldn’t change what I did
Cause I learned my lessons as a kid
And they teach me still
They are the backbone to my will
The examples I need to remind me
And one more way for me to find me

I wrote this poem today, i was trying to justify one of my freinds actions as of late. i wont go into details but it's been very strange and compelling. I am worried about him and the paths and choices he's been making as of late. during these thoughts though i started to think of my past trangressions and realized that there are things i learned as a child that he's probably not learned yet or is just learning.

More NY Vaca pics

honeymoon capital of the world just got a bit hotter... cause ya know the two hottest newlyweds this side of... na noone better looking than us. haha
Devils Hole... sacrifices.
more Niagara Falls delight

ok im just a jackass... look at the sandals... look at my brothers face... classic

Down Horns!

you see i saw some fool wearing a texas hat and had to show

some ou pride 1400 miles away.

you know why there are so many tornadoes in oklahoma?

cause texas sucks and kansas blows

i hate texas

pics of freinds and family holding destiny

Grandpa with Desi
Lisa Strom with Desi

(i miss ya lis, it's a shame)

Grandma Steigs with Desi

Uncle Jamie with Desi
Five Generations

great, great grandma baron holding desi

i call her triple g for short now.

Joey-joe with Desi-des, we look so young in this picture.
My godmother Aunt Kathy with Desi
Grandpa Senor with Desi
(Senor thank you again for everything)

Desi's on a plane...

Mommy and Desi on our first flight
Mommy and Desi en route to Buffalo from Chicago
Me and Desi on the Buffalo flight

"Look Dad I'm flying"

ahhhhh Me and Desi-pooh on our flight home. at one point i had Desi sleeping on my chest, Nikki had her head on my shoulder and i was just sitting there with my eyes closed thinking about how lucky i am, to have the two greatest girls in the world depending upon me for there rest and piece of mind.

"It's time to get these Mu**a F***in' Desi's off this Mu**a F***in' plane!" - Samuel L Jackson
ps.... Desi was so good on the plane, she didnt cry once. A little squirming when she got hungry but she was perfect, she handled it better than me and Nikki combined.

me on stage with the Jeremy Hoyle Band (aka Strictly Hip)

early one morning while making the rounds....

because your mine... i walk the line...

that's nikki's ringer, or it was nikki's ringer on my cellphone.

my baby's hair

The Symbol for Destiny, which is also found on my left shoulder.... looks like

the symbol for little darling destiny with a little darling Mullet is....

she looks like Santino Marella with that dew... haha i love her

i dont know if this will work

i did this little virtual questionaire and this is what it told me...


Find out Which Movie Villain Are You at LiquidGeneration.com!

Our First Bills Game

So Me and Desi-pooh watched our first Buffalo Bills game together sunday. I DVR'd the Bills-Redskins game from saturday night, got her all geared up, put on my jersey, turned on the game and subsequently slept through the majority of it. She was out too, i guess it was cute and symbolic all tied together. Well she looks great in her Bills onesie plus it's a little big so she can wear it all season, even for the Super Bowl (wouldnt that be awesome).
Well im sure this wont be the last me, Desi and he Bills post, and believe me you can expect some posts about me, desi and OU as well....Good day

three of the absolute cutest...

Photos of my little girl....

"im not sure if this is cool?"- Destiny Marie
"Hehe kisses, i got kisses!"- Destiny Marie
"who said you could stop kissing me woman? hey, are you listening?" - Destiny Marie

baby pics for friday 08.08.08

"He's Got Balls Award"

http://www.boston.com/sports/football/patriots/articles/2008/08/06/oh_the_humanity

http://www.boston.com/sports/football/patriots/articles/2008/08/06/oh_the_humanity/?page=full

click that link people...

if this aint simply one of the coolest stories about redemption and sacrifice then i dont know... oh who am i kidding this is hilarious and i am so happy that one giant fan (or even just a patriots hater) had gotten his hands on one of those 19-0 patriots shirts. thats so awesome, but check out the story it's pretty intresting.

congratulations to this weeks winner of the "He's Got Balls Award"


i mean really you have to have a large set on you to go into nicaragua just to get one of these shirts.

"Murder Lot"

Washing clothes in dirty water. Sinking down a little bit farther. Hiding emotions behind a towel, facial expressions are nothing more than a scowl. Bite your tongue when you speak, we cant afford another leak. Noone knows where we are, if they did we be a star.
Digging a hole six feet down, heavy breathing is the only sound. Wipe the blood with gasoline, making sure I get away clean.
I do the delivery at daybreak, marking the grave with a stake. They wont be missed for another hour, after I dispose of the clothes and take a shower. Mad as hell yet I feel triumphant, cause I was deliberate and reluctant. They had it coming i said, you replied “there better off dead”
Digging a hole six feet down, heavy breathing is the only sound. Wipe the blood with gasoline, making sure I get away clean
There names are all over the news, but I didn’t leave the cops any clues. Im back at work and nothings changed. Noone will know how my life was rearranged. Cause we were precise and proficient, leaving no traces were we went. They’ll search for days on end, false hope is all just pretend.
Digging a hole six feet down, heavy breathing is the only sound. Wipe the blood with gasoline, making sure I get away clean
Blood stained pants burn so quick, but the smoke it produces is pretty thick. So I douse it with gasoline, light a match and get away clean. No fingerprints from my glove, noone figured a freinds love. We left a house torn apart, right after they broke our heart. Sinking down in my chair, “im a sick bastard, I do so declare”
Digging a hole six feet down, heavy breathing is the only sound. Wipe the blood with gasoline, making sure I get away clean
Smile at the reporters looking to score, I tell em “I wish I knew more.” Some believe me but most do not, while their bodys continue to rot. “This aint no storyline son” said the sheriff while cleaning his gun. But he has no evidence to back his claim, and the prosecutor still don’t know my name.
Digging a hole six feet down, heavy breathing is the only sound. Wipe the blood with gasoline, making sure I get away clean
An earth mover has unearthed my friends, but the investigation never ends. Even now as evidence mounts, they still have nothing that counts. Covered my tracks well and ive paved my way to hell. They had it coming for sure, and with their death came my cure.
Digging a hole six feet down, heavy breathing is the only sound. Wipe the blood with gasoline, making sure I get away clean.

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this one i wrote about a dream i had last night. i dreamt that these three football players from a local college had killed and raped a family freind and then me and one of my family members went and merked all three of them and buried them outside of town. There was a media circus and many people thought i had done it, but we were so careful in our planning that the police never found enough evidence to even get a search warrant for my house neverless a conviction. i know i have sick, sick dreams but im glad their just my dreams.

baby crying

"you guys havent fed me in twenty minutes!!!"- Destiny

" ahhhh, it's so terrible" - daddy

Click the Link

http://www.nfljuice.com/2008/07/24/non-nfl-sesame-street-gets-dirty/

i guess i wont be allowing Destiny to watch Sesame St. anytime soon... i think Elmo started this one off perfectly. Well it has been an absolutely horrible day and i dont see it getting any better, so i needed a smile. This did just that. so click the link and smile with me

"the dude to the dad"

sitting down for another day, wipe the sleep from my eyes. imagining another way, to be aware of new suprises. you see im only a man and i dont always know how to be all that i can and which way i should go.

im at the corner, where the sign said. it's time for the dude, to become the dad.

there's no traffic light, no vehicles in my mirror. There's noone else in sight, just seeing myself clearer. you see im just a man and there's no way to know, how to be all that i can or which way i should go.

im at the corner where the sign said. It's time for the dude, to become the dad.

i spent so much time just being the dude. spending my time getting drunk and being rude. i wasnt sure if i could get past the times i had and learn to grow up. so i could be a dad. but those questions dont faze me, i wont let them no longer. i now can finally praise me, cause my will's grown stronger. you see im just a man, and i dont always know, how to be all that i can and which way i should go. but im...

im at the corner where the sign said, it's time for the dude, to become the dad.

"the face of disdane"

"the face of disdane"

how can anyone see this picture and think she looks more like me than Nikki is beyond me.
it's likes she's a lil mini-nikki, i mean really whenever nikki gets mad at me and isnt speaking this is the face she makes, to a T.

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Mommy and Baby Baron

i love this picture
she's so cute, and you can tell she's hungry cause her fingers are in her mouth... that's my little girl. Im so proud
"Daddy quit F***ing taking so many Gosh Darn pictures of me!!!" - Destiny Marie Baron

"Ignorant Bible Thumping Redneck" of the week

Take the Brent Rinehart, who after winning the first "Ignorant Bible Thumping Redneck" of the week award, Lost his bid for reelection the other day.

Somewhere Sally Kern is crying that her equally ignorant freind wont be there to help her make assinine statements anymore. I still personally think the man is a closet homosexual (not that theres anything wrong with that) but he's just not "Man" enough to admit it and come out that closet.

so this weeks winner or i should say winner is... Republican Presidential Nominee John McCain


http://www.cnn.com/2008/POLITICS/08/01/campaign.wrap/index.html


now i know that Senator McCain is iconic to some and this will piss some people off but i dont care. For a man who earned some respect from me by appearing on the Ellen Degeneres show and even congratulating her on her same sex marriage (he also said he didnt agree with it, but did so with class) and appearing on WWE Raw a few months back, has now lost all that respect with a few of his rediculous campaign ads. First he decided (his handelers more likely) to compare Obama to Paris Hilton and Brittney Spears, now he is attacking Obama stating that Obama is using the "race card" to his disposal. Umm note to Senator McCain that's one advantage of being a minority you can use it to your advantage in about 5% of the situations you are around in your life. The other 95% of the time being a minority in america is a hinderance and cause for speculation and ridicule. So if he is (Obama is not by the way) using the race card it's his right, and priveledge to do so. If he can be hated for being african american he should be able to be loved for it under the right circumstances, and this is one of them.


Also a report about Senator McCain's disdane for MMA fighting events have surfaced. I didnt know he was a main protester to the point where it was illegal in Arizona due to him. Now im not a big MMA (little bit) but i have to wonder how hypocrytical did it make him look to be on WWE Raw a few months back, after making the statements he made about MMA?

anyway, i pray he doesnt win the invite to live in the White House for 4 years. There's supposed to be a seperation of church and state, and i fear we wont receive that constitutional right for another four years with him as president.

here's a couple of McCain's greatest quotes:



"Thanks for the question, you little jerk." -- John McCain, after being asked by a high school student if he was too old to be president. For good measure, McCain then threatened to draft him. (Watch video clip)




I'm glad to have his endorsement. I condemn remarks that are, in any way, viewed as anti-anything. And thanks for asking." --after being asked by George Stephanopoulos about receiving the endorsement of Evangelical pastor Rev. John Hagee, who has made a number of controversial remarks, including calling Catholicism "The Great Whore" and blaming Hurricane Katrina on gays



"You know that old Beach Boys song, Bomb Iran? Bomb bomb bomb, bomb bomb Iran." (Watch video clip)



"I would rather have a clean government than one where quote First Amendment rights are being respected, that has become corrupt. If I had my choice, I'd rather have the clean government."

Due to a shortage in babysitters

Yesterday was Nikki's birthday and tonight we wanted to go out for a few cocktails but we couldnt find a suitable babysitter. But after numerous child care classes and human behavioral courses, we decided it was time to see if Kobe (our cat) was ready to finally step up to the plate and earn his own way within the family.



in all seriousness tonight i will be babysitting while my sister Johnna (whos birthday is saturday) and Nikki go out to celebrate their birthdays.